currently too afraid to weigh in. last time checked= 104.5 pounds.
Do you cut or self-harm in a different way? When did you start?
I was in either kindergarden or pre-kindergarden, when my friend taught me how to hurt myself. We would purposely fall from the monkey bars onto the stones or scrape our knees against the rough sidewalk. Why? We had no solid reasons, we were only maybe 5 years old, even then, my mind was twisted. We would get sent to the nurse's office, she would ask, "What happened, where does it hurt?" and we would point to our knee or arm. A bandage with cartoon characters, a sticker, an ice pack, there you're all better, see it's fixed, you're a brave girl.
Many years later, I'm still destroying myself, in a very different way. I still have a twisted mind. the nurse asked me now, "What happened, where does it hurt?", I'd tell her "I don't know, it's inside my mind," but the doctors would get a sharp knife, cut open my head to look at my mind, they'd stick a bandage on my brain. They'd read my thoughts and rip them out, slice away the bad parts, there you're all better, see it's fixed, you're a brave girl.
Comment Replies: Thank you for commenting, I love hearing your thoughts!
Cinnamon Brown- I completely agree, sometimes family members think unconditional love will last, that it's deserved, even when they hurt us and try their best to bring us down. One addiction for another, I like that. Exercise is amazing, I love the endorphins and the muscle soreness. Good luck on it, I know you have the strength! Thanks for commenting glad the zodiac is true for you! :)
Just Jessica- Leo always reminds me of a lion, for some reason. I'm pretty sure I had a kid's book once, about Leo the Lion or something. Thanks for commenting! :)
-christy-- The scale determines my mood always, I think I'll avoid it for a while. That's cool, I haven't met many Virgos! Thank you so much for your comment!
Almost Alex- Cooking for others is amazing, they think you must be eating and they'll be delighted for the food. I'm sure you'll be a great cook! Thanks for the comment!
lulu- Hello fellow Aquarius! I found it on a very helpful website, click on the link in the zodiac post. :) Thanks for commenting!
Skinny_legs- You're the 2nd Virgo to comment! I'm going to look up the Virgo personality according to the Zodiac. Thanks for your comment! :)
MadelinaCooke- I love Scorpios, I know two of them in my life, amazing people. Thanks for your comment! :)
thin_thighs- That's good, balance is always a great thing! Good luck this week, I know you can achieve your goals! :) Thanks for commenting!
Lucy Hart- Let's both weigh in, after we've had several good restricting days. :) Thanks for your comment, have a lovely day!
Dani- My best friend is a Capricorn! Somehow the word reminds me of Thanksgiving. Thanks for commenting, glad the zodiac is true for you! :)