Wednesday, April 27, 2011

"cause all the shoulders on which to cry are gone"

You know that moment when you've given up, when you want to disappear from this world, when everything just seems wrong. Unfortunately, we've all been through or are going through tough times, but thankfully, we all have people we can rely on, to make the world seem right again. Friends, family, and fellow bloggers.

I've always had a shoulder to cry on, both literally and figuratively, even when my tears soaked their shirts. I really dislike crying, because of the red, swollen eyes, the flood of unhappiness, but I cry too much, gone through countless tissues. I try not to anymore, but when I do break down, it reminds me that I have amazing people in my life who care about me and support me no matter how lost I feel.

Whose shoulder do you cry on?

And if you ever need someone to talk to, someone to just listen, you can email me. I'll always be here for you.

Comment Replies:
jackie- Thank you, I had an amazing time at the beach! Wearing a bikini was very insecurity-inducing for me, but I used it as motivation. Thanks for your comment! :)
-christy- - Thank you for commenting! :) I wish people would notice I'm uncomfortable with touch, but I don't want to be rude and tell them. I'm glad you understand. I added your blog to the Thousand Voices page, (near the top, because of the punctuation in the title) I'm sure it'll be great inspiration for others. :)
an<3nym<3ous- Thank you for your caring! I had a very good time at the beach. Thanks for commenting! :)
SimplyHeather- I try to avoid laying out and tanning, because I'm already quite tan from tennis. Walking or running on the sand is a great workout! I'm planning to weigh myself in a few days, I like seeing a good-sized drop in numbers. You're right, I hope the next time, it'll be a good experience. :) Thank you so much for commenting! 
Cinnamon Brown- Traditions are great, I always like stability and unchangingness. Your holiday movie traditions sound amazing! I actually watched a horror movie today, still a little mentally scarred. Thanks for commenting! :)
Neeska- Thank you so much for your comment! You're right, I shouldn't let what he did ruin my want for love and affection. I also need to learn not to push people away. Your insight always helps me out and keeps me strong. :) I hope you have a very wonderful day! 
diluer_est_beau- I'm insanely jealous of your closeness to the beach! 3 minutes?! Amazing. I've always wondered if people who live at the beach get tired of it, but probably not, because the ocean is infinitely gorgeous. I went to a beach on the east coast, but the weather was also nice here. :) Thanks for commenting!
thin_thighs- Congrats, 600 burned daily is great! I love how exercising raises our metabolism, so we're still burning calories even after the workout. Thank you for commenting! :)
unbeautiful- Thank you, I had a great time! Have an amazing day, you deserve it! :)
incense- Thank you for your comment! I'm glad you understand about the touch thing. Sure, I'd be happy to check out your blog! I added it to the Thousand Voices page. :)

Thank you for taking the time to read and comment! I hope you have an absolutely amazing day!


  1. I hope you feel better dear, and I think everyone reading this can relate. Being sad sucks, but sometimes just having a really nice cry can make everything better! Hang in there <3<3

  2. I wish I could cheer you up some how! get those endorphins flowing with some exercise maybe?
    hope you feel better soon!

  3. Hi im a new follower. Hope you feel better sweety <3 xx

  4. i love reading your blog so much, im so greatful im not everything. its scary and im always scared, scared that im gonna blow up like a hot air balloon, and im the same way as you, when people touch me even the littest bit i start to have anxiety its horrible, but your blog makes me feel tons better and lets me know im not alone xoxx

  5. Aww honey I hope things get better but its always nice knowing that someone who is there when u need someone.

    For me it's my four best friends they all know about my ED. one time I had full on melt down at school and went to cry in the bathroom but they ran after me and let me cry in their arms.

  6. I hate that feeling when you think you're alone in the world and you think that there's nobody there, when really there are people who care. I get most of my comfort from bloggers to be honest. I don't really have any other friends to talk to about anything, I can't even talk to my family. They're so judgemental! Anyways, I hope you're okay love.

  7. Even crying can make you feel better sometimes.
    But it's always good to know that somebody cares about you and you're not alone.
    I have a person with whom i shared some of my secrets(but not about ED and some other stuff, which i would rather never talk about). I don't see her often but i hope i'll see her more in summer.

    I hope you feel better soon!

  8. P.S. the link on the Thousand Voices page goes to another blog when i click on it

  9. I had this day yesterday.
    I wanted everything to stop, I wanted to disappear.
    But thankfully I have close friends at university that I can tell things to.
    They do not judge me.
    They support me.
    And it is wonderful.
    I hope things have gotten better for you. <3

  10. I know where your at sweet girl. But having those people always helps. I hope you feel better and wish you well. If you need anything, I'm always here just as you are for me :) stay strong <3

  11. yep i get that moment alot..its horrible!


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